hmm seems like annabelle's the grinch of christmas this year.. tsk. shame on you. why no like christmas dahlingg?? tell mommyy why!! hahaha. darryl keeps calling me the grinch..im very moody these days meh???? i think not. though i was super grouchy last year cuz of my pus disease..hahah. fuck la, im up so super early...bet everyone else is still sleeping...snore snore. rain so nicee... man, i should be sleeping all comfy in my comforter.. bleah. this is getting bad..nice nice rain still cant sleep. ccb. but why is it raining so badly...i hope it stops soon, then can have nice cooling weather.. it should be fucking snowing and not raining la.. tired tired. got back home at like 930am this morning..we played tong xiao at ann's place.. the whole night.. i wanted to finish watching serendipity on ch5, but wenting and sara.. esp ting, started kaopehing.. why are we doing something which we can all do at home?? i want to play now!! like now? to shut her up we all went to play mahjong immediately.. bleah. i wanted to stay at home and watch my gu huat zai!! i sacrificed my time to go all the way to ann's place, then forgot to bring my gu huat zai dvds along..haiz. then we walked all the way to 711 then walked all the way back..knn ann's house so ulu... played till about7am, i was supposed to stay at ann;s place to bake brownies!!!! but ting wanted company back..so i left too. humph. i would have made some kickass chocolatety chocolatety brownies.. christmas dinner today with family..is mine the only family having it today??? i was confused yesterday...is christmas eve with family or christmas day?? i have a feeling its christmas day though..heh. anyway, mummy said she wanted to cook like turkey all, but i think we'll end up eating out again..oh well, then easier for me to meet ann in townn hahahah. going to get our christmas pressies!!!! YAY!!!! so fun!!!! one pair turquoise, one pair gold...wahwahhhhh. yay!! im so bored damnit. me no sleeping pills,if not ill dump the whole bottle down my throat and sleep my life away.. i want a nice christmas tree for next yr...a huge huge one..not like this one la..this is just the skeleton of my soontobebeautiful tree.. with lotsa white decorations and snow, and luscious green leaves, with a humongous sparkly star on top..i want to put the star on top.. then ill have lovely pink red green golden silver and black balls hanging around on the tree..and soft shiny lightings strung around the tree.. and a gazillion presents underneath it. then ill go visit santa in the north pole, and experience being an elf for a day..and in the north pole i must be nice and good, and then i can play with the snow and make many many snowmen, and then make snowangels in the snow. and then ill tell him all about my beautiful new christmas tree, and he will put me on his sleigh and his reindeer will fetch us back to my house where i will show him my tree. hah!! hur hur.